Dear diary...

No, not even such I had in the past so writing down my thoughts is pretty new in this format. I mean the talking "to self/piece of paper" way of writing instead of communicative interaction. I am not sure how long it'll take until I catch on.

Ugh I am glad I didn't make this thing "official" yet hehe. Lets hope I'll get some interesting ideas or anyone would enjoy to read the mind junk I'll probably produce. At least I had positive feedback for the layout so far.

Being a perfectionist can be so counterproductive too. I can't just go and throw out thoughts without working them out enough and considering what I want to achieve by doing it. I also have trouble expressing myself clearly on first attempt, just sorting my thoughts or simply phrasing things well due to my mental and cognitive issues so there is another reason why writing out of the box isn't really my thing. (Some friends will know how that goes with me babbling on and on about a topic until I come to a well put conclusion because I am gathering my thoughts still on the way.)
When I did commentary on others for example I took hours to write sometimes. Yes ..hours. I work things over again and again when given time until I think I express myself well enough and the readability is flowing well. So you see 'just' typing will be pretty tough.

I don't think reading other blogs more would help anything because I have to project my own mind into this thing after all. There is hardly anything to look up at other people's work.

I think I'll might make "mind junk" one of the labels for anything I 'try' to just throw out there...